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All That's Won Will Set The Sun

by Vallow

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1.
Melodrama 04:57
You're the sickest cell The hospital knows well My friends have all gone home To kill the marrow in their bones You look just like me Pavement in the heat A beautiful mirage Of what I wish to see Stone cold and uncontrolled repeating faults again Seeking safety from and maybe some new healthy-hearted pathogen I'll put you in my play You'll know just what to say To Keep them all engaged To relieve suspicion from the high admission You're gonna be a star Seeking safety from and maybe some new empty-handed antigen You could've been lonely, yeah
2.
On a walk to give a talk to yourself about something familiar Kick around with a crooked frown turned upside down and nobody believes it Sleeping on the sidewalk I know you Standing in the highway I want to be you What’s the problem kid? Did you really think you’re not like the rest? Something vaguely dysthymic is making me a waste of space Cry myself to sleep at night, and when I dream, I cry myself awake Laying in the breezeway, I know you Standing in the open I want to be you What’s the problem kid? Did you mean to trust the voices in your head? I won’t be anything I won’t be anything I won’t change for anybody
3.
Color coded days In a black magic spell Up to the task not at hand Hit right on point Right on target again With what you’ve learned and replayed Flowing through the thick Can’t escape my mind Why can’t you slow me down? A trace element of The things that they feel Signing with the invisible plague First-impression failure In each waking hour The front-page story in a back-page mind Spinning by and by (Yes and no) Dizzy pirouette (You should know) Why can’t you slow me down? No Tell me what I know Tell me what I know No Tell me what I know Tell me what I don’t
4.
Vanish Thin 02:31
Face on fire every evening All you’ve got are tomorrows I think I’ll hole up in the bedroom And pretend to forget what I’ve borrowed I want to vanish thin I want to vanish thin There’s a trap beneath the trap door Cellar walls seeping moisture I think I’ll take the dogs out walking Past the neon sign’s exposure I want to vanish thin I want to vanish thin
5.
Towards the back of moving forward Still, you’ll follow orders Just to take in what’s blown over Day to day And mundane as ever I keep my sweaters on the floor All thrown about Whose hand will lead us away from here? Whose head relates? Caught a glimpse of reality Through the holographic gate Towards the back of moving forward Still, you’ll mull it over Till the water reaches your shoulders
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Here on the outside not looking in With chemicals for friends Blow out the candle, blow away the heat The polar bears and antifreeze In repetition, my brain is intermittent Chest full of rungs and lungs The many-headed beast with icycles for teeth Staring blank right back at me How would you know? Couldn’t you tell him so? Let it be known It’s just a joke A halo or wreath composed of smoke Here on the inside not looking out The chemicals wear off Light up the matches and share body heat for warmth Contemplate your sanity How would you know? Couldn’t you tell him so? Let it be known It’s just a joke A halo or wreath composed of smoke How would you know? Couldn’t you tell him so? Let it be known It’s just a ghost The hold that you grab just to let go A halo or wreath composed of smoke
8.
Continuity 02:07
Asleep halfway awake A beautiful woman on the wind Where continuity will cease to be Sterile on the sun Soft as the moon Hanging in mirrors Swells blur reflections of you and me Rouse to a fresh rose on your chest Thy sheath shelters thee at rest Oh sweet love of mine That I’ll never know As fate will decree Carry out your ill-intentioned plan
9.
Anonymous 04:18
She's beautiful just like a ghost I'll do it unless I don't have to My focus is dying of old age Siphoning my oxygen I'm in the stall of a bathroom I'm in the stall of a bathroom Can you commit this all to habit? It's five o'clock and I'm leaving She said she'd be round the corner Could she have been any more blatant? I'm a bloodhound Straying from the bloodline Trying to avoid the mirrors Can you commit this all to habit? It's just not in my interest -Anonymous
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(Nonsense)
11.
Walls are closing in on me until I crack a smile Eyes point down right at my feet until you break the dial To put me away where I’m okay To keep it at bay when I’m insane Lily called them up one day to say she couldn’t choose Speech a slur, her tongue was tied, it looked just like a noose But she’s at the age where she’s estranged I’m at the age where I’m insane Lonely days These are lonely days These are lonely days
12.
I think I ran too slow Yeah, I think I ran too slow They’ve hooked me up to all their wires And all I could say, “Another time, another day” But I never let it go Yeah I’ll never let it go I chose my poison on a whim Awestruck by design Anyhow, anyway… I’m married to a sleepless night I live inside a hollow fire I cracked the code, then cracked a smile What have you learned?
13.
Post-Cliché 04:16
Fear It crosses lines And lines the cross Becoming empty space Out in the still of the night With the passerby Standing in place And nothing said Set ailments to use But there’s a price to pay I look forward to nostalgia It keeps myself at bay Fools to entertain Each way I’m screwed So I’ll just humor you But still I’d like not to speak Just to save my breath For my dying wish Still nothing said Busy on the moon where nothing grows Happy in the place where no one goes Bottle on its side I’ve nothing new to say I look forward to nostalgia It keeps myself at bay A sparkling new cliché And my whole life’s cliché
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He could only take a bow When the crowd got turned around He’s happy when the time runs out Medicine, O medicine He read a book of cliché news Matches then became the fuse God had nothing better to do Medicine, O medicine You're killing time Still killing time That doesn't need to die Don't even Bother
16.
Shivering while the coffee warms She rode off on a perfect storm I’ll catch up soon, for she has sworn The sun had set When they all left for the beach The battle reached the western front Granddad left without his gun Fit to chose an all or none The birds had left when ears went deaf in the streets
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Cool, awesome Cool, awesome Cool, awesome Act like you want I’ll disengage And if I do, don’t be offended It could be my problem There’s a storm cloud tailored to fit the vacant lot above my head And so here I am now shaking a stick at everyone’s self important affairs But I’m feeling blue and I can’t finish my sentence Trick card from hell You play it well At least you make me think so The ages burn Senses discern Everyone’s at large now As a matter of policy There’s a storm cloud at the head of the bay in the vacant lot above my head And so here I am now shaking a stick at everyone’s self important affairs But I’m feeling blue and I’m outside of the confines
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20.
Yeah she’s pretty, but who really gives a shit? I’m immune to human instinct And this taste of living is bitter Now I’m back in therapy, now I’m back in therapy Fell asleep straight into the fire At least I didn’t wake up tired All is good, I’m soon to retire Self-destruction, self-destruction Blue sun Green sun Mean sun Stop looking in from the inside Pretty soon you’ll need a microscope You’ll find things not meant to magnify Norepinephrine, norepinephrine Blue sun Green sun Mean sun Blue sun Green sun Red sun Mean sun Norepinephrine Ignore epinephrine No more epinephrine (Stomach hurts) (Heart and headache) (Little to no difference) (I’d be fine to do without it) (Nothing’s ever felt so certain)
21.
Stars 03:19
The talk downstairs As she becomes aware To think in memories Before she caught up to see Playing the part destructive of hearts On scripts of sick discrepancy Disrupting the symmetry I’ll fake it through today Where stars become a mass of nothing To play the devil’s game is to fall apart Move along There’s nothing to get hung up on Him becoming me, reflected in everything The leverage of this; just to recall these forlorn scenes in far off lands Stripping the clocks of their hands
22.
I’m not on your side I’m not on mine I penciled revisions To my disposition Holding out to grasp Immune to surprise Ignoring the signs Prevent this prevention I can’t learn my lesson Letting go to grasp the hold I never had
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24.
Hello parasite, I’ve got what you need Blood to feed You won’t want anyone else It’s all here can’t you see? Hateful doves escaped their cage I feel seven times my age Lovely parasite, use my eyes to see Take what you need I’m pretty numb and it feels like a good day to bleed Hear me out, and let them in Drowned in watercolors thin Rid me of this metal skin Drown in watercolors thin On my side, the day is weakening again Tombstones are my birthstone Flowers in piles of deceit
25.
I guess I feel fine, for the lack of a better term All the best descriptions are taken It’s the perfect time of year To spit into the mirror Going after hours to the alley To catch up with yourself You only speak of her In derogatory terms But do you ever stop just to listen? You’re acting like a dick And it makes me feel sick But I always feel sick So what’s the difference now? It's such a curse I'm feeling worse The world’s gonna crush me The world’s gonna crush me The world’s gonna crush me But I’m ready
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In The Clay 02:06
Until you go I think enough to know Boats of hearts in waves, attack their host Buildings reach to scrape the sky from the bones From the bones The tunes of laughs enough to break your back Sustenance is everything you lack Pins and puncture wounds and sinkholes in the clay Townsfolk behold the sacrifice I guess we’ll have to improvise Sunday every Saturday Saturday In the clay In the clay
28.
The Eternal 02:36
The only thing I really learned to say The only place I ever seem to go When it’s done, he’ll set the sun Now what’s come to pass is still in view All you’ve come to be is to undo All that’s won will set the sun I’m a shell O, to be alone and know it well… Something always left me incomplete (happy always left me incomplete) To live in fear of what will never be All that’s won will set the sun
29.
And it was just like the death of the sun And it was just like time had unspun I am a lot like you Cloak of my night, big enough for the day Blur out my eyes, then put it away Take me to everything Build up your home in a strange parallel Delicate blooms to pell-mell erase And it was just like she slept in cerise I am a lot like her
30.
Band Aid 03:28
I think I figured you out By pulling apart some stupid doubt Lying around, waiting Lying around, waiting You've got a date who's running late I've got a band aid on my brain Waiting around for nothing Waiting around for nothing I'm in love with a girl But I think she might be a ghost I'm in love with a girl But she's probably just a ghost

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released February 25, 2015

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