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Mount Seldom Halloween: You're Sad but Still at the Party

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flashlights shining down the hallway at noontime twelve angry men on their cellphones under a streetlight payment plans, everyone's dead, what the fuck im sick and tired of being treated like the final product, like the final product and i feel like a ghost, never ever ever being the most and everyone wants to feel like a child star in their guardians hearts the doctors think he's crying wolf, so pay him no mind infected ulcers left untreated for a years time flying squirrels hunting birds up in the sky there's a sad movie on the tv, you've got dry eyes, you've got dry eyes and I feel like a ghost, never ever ever making the toast and everyone wants to be prioritized and everyone needs to be prioritized cause the strangest lies are the plausible ones just because you got the right piece don't mean you got the right puzzle
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A weasel is as weasel does/ building stonehenge fast let's hail a cab with beelzebub/ to the north side of the past big surprise he's got no cash, he says he's good to venmo half Cuz A pebble on a pebble on a pebble might roll aside but it takes more to be a rebel than just to let your teeth collide Balloons out in the open/ rising in the heat bobbing in the ocean/ rolling in the street word balloons in bunches/ thought balloons alone MP3s and movies, podcasts and cartoons teeth and tongues and lips and lungs send air in word balloons Stonehenge made a statement/ so the new age swears they weren't just dumb cavemen/ engaged in pointless dumb affairs it corresponds to cosmic angles, in brilliant algebraic tangles from a nincompoop's first public speech, to a chowder-head's last gasp All stupid things just have purposes too smart for you to grasp Balloons out in the open/ rising in the heat bobbing in the ocean/ rolling in the street word balloons in bunches/ thought balloons alone MP3s and movies, podcasts and cartoons teeth and tongues and lips and lungs send air in word balloons What's a counter-culture, if we don't share a king If stonehenge was your TV there'd be no counter anything share the pointless labor, then share the pointless view and mystify all feelings, mystify each mind, mystify the entire world with why you wasted so much time Balloons out in the open/ rising in the heat bobbing in the ocean/ rolling in the street word balloons in bunches/ thought balloons alone MP3s and movies, podcasts and cartoons teeth and tongues and lips and lungs send air in word balloons
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camino bajo el Sol Mayor el viento nos envuelve hoy no te vayas, no te vayas ven a jugar, ven a jugar
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I dont know why anyone is here I try so hard to keep you all entertained But i feel so alive when im all alone And i am afraid to leave my household As long as i am getting all of the attention I dont know why im still living at home I thought id be long gone by 20 years old But i cant find a job to save my own life The ones i do find arent worth my time Ill milk my parents As long as theyll allow But im so afraid of the feelings i harbor And the blood in my hands Dont know if i can hold them back Or if i want to hold them back Is my life really going to waste Cause right now its a waste
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There's water in the ocean As far as I can tell That's the best place for it I'm living in hell Limp-wristed Switchblade missed it A fire at the sawmill As far as I can tell That’s the best thing for it I’m dying “oh well” Grey flagstone Broken cellphone There’s oil on the pavement Leeches in the sand She tries to run he grabs her hand The world is a cycle Shaking in your shoulder Everyone can tell Knocked the wine glass over And over it fell So suddenly so useless You’re dying on the inside Nobody can tell It’s a living torture But you wear it so well Just wait it out ‘til sunrise There’s water in the ocean As far as i can tell That’s the best place for it I'm living in hell Knife twisted ‘Til she kissed him Leeches on the pavement Oil in the sand She cries “the sun is never our friend... It’s only satiated as it sets” It’s filling up my eyes Ripped it off the sides And hold me ‘til I’ve died But then it fills my eyes again It’s writhing before you
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After all this time, my heart still beats the same. i've never been so sure of anything. I know that i'm not that good but i'm trying to be. I'm making progress just way slower than I think. I still remember the first time that I saw you.
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Skyscraping blueprints realized, they overwhelm When we neglect that they're authored with most common detail Recall when you first knew love? Before you learned what to want? That truth endures for you to one day return
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This is how I’ll die Laying in a bed Hallucinating blue skies Laying in a field Where things seem right Everyone’s gone The wind picks up Carries a stray thought Plants it somewhere else Another idle mind Basking in the tension Between thoughts of death And thoughts of life Soaking all of it in I will die here Because I lived here
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At the corner of good intentions and bad connections I found a place Living a city of fear and pity, I’m just a trace I let you kick me while I’m down cause I love the pain At least that’s what you say What am I gonna do now? When everything’s untrue somehow It’s still the same old problem but called by a different name The mirror couldn’t stand being your reflection anymore And lied Said I need to split, I wish that I could stay but just look at the time You’re caught between the question and the answer that nobody wrote Playing sour notes I'm sorry I said I’m sorry But you’re not sorry You don’t believe me
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I don't know How to drive back home In this car alone And not to miss you And I don't know how to fall in love, Keep my defenses up, And not resent you And I know, I know, I know it's happening, Get your figments out of my brain, Get your fingers out of my veins And I will not envy Get your love out of my heart It's a skylight in the dark And it's no big problem It's no big problem But it let's no light in for me. I want to meet A love that's soft and sweet A girl who loves me I wanna marry an artist But I can't co- -ver up my nervous love Or keep from thinking of How I loved you the hardest And I know, I know I know it's over Get your touch out of my brain, It's enough to drive me insane But I will not miss you There's a lot, though, on my mind You're a window in the night But it's no big problem It's no big problem It's no big problem It's no big problem It's no big problem It's no big problem It's no big problem But it let's no light in for me If "I can't co- -ver up my nervous love" Is too weird, I'm ok with it just being written "I can't cover Up my nervous love"
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I worry constantly and I feel nervous and sick When I leave my room I feel real nervous and sick Where is your compassion Who are you writing this for When I see you outside my door I feel real nervous and sick There are conflicting reports of tragedy But I want you to know I’m okay When I see you at the café I feel real nervous and sick When I see you walking away When I see you standing next to him I feel real nervous and sick Scenes and dreams and a spotless routine Fall to pieces all over again
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You're what I see today / I think we'll be okay / I'm broken anyway /I just lay here and say your name You're too small for me / but I'm too dumb to leave / wanna tell you everything / if you just tell me what it means What it means (4x) Can I sleep in your bed / can I wander through your head / let's just take a rest / I'm sorry that I'm such a mess
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sew a song for my sister so we survived another winter we don't have to talk about that night i held your hand, you lost your light bones break in the same place bodies unravel & embrace we walk together, though apart i can hear her in my heart hide away from the thunder so we survive another summer we don't have to talk about that night you held my hand, i lost my light

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